Interests:cHillin wit frendz, listenin 2 music, shopping, t.V., playin sportz, art, chatting online, sleepin, eating, sewing has become one, so has cooking and i do a very good job at it, guyZ..i also like to learn, and MoRE... Expertise:uMmMmMm...iM noT ReLLe sUrE... Occupation:Student
lately i havent been updating at all... lifes jus getting so complicated. Sometimes i jus wish that I could stay around this age forever. There are too many hardships in life and i dont feel like im ready to face em at all. It's not that i love this age or anything lol its jus that i dont wanna go thru any more depressing things ... u kno? .. anyways schools so boring these days. it makes me sad. School is the only place i usually go to in one day and it being so boring is a very sad thing i jus want interesting events to take place in my life yaar. the same boring schedule everyday is seriously ruining my mood. getting up in the morning ... getting redii for school and then going to school... in class half sleeping, half head hurting, half feeling like i wanna cry, half trying to pay attention. hm an sometimes interesting. n thats not it... on top of that ... being treated like a piece of crap also hurts. and sometimes even makes me so angry . They say how life has many treasures.. but i dont seem to find any... maybe its jus that i havent been looking hard enough or something. I just want a good life u kno. no problems. no pain. all happy mode haha but yeah its not always possible. I wish that my future turns out the way i plan it to but seriously .. boredom, sadness, and anger can lead to some serious mood swings. an idk y lately i been thinkin abt marriage too much =X not that i wanna get married right now or anything lol i just wanna kno who my future husband's gonna be, how he's gona be, what he's doing right noww and is he gonna be a good-hearted person blah blah so yeah thats what im kinda worried abt.. like i really need/want to kno lol... i hope i get the best of the bests inshAllah!
anyways wow i wrote a lot haha.. its been a whiileee... n looks like i let out a lot of anger, depression, w/e it was. so lemme stop b4 i get into sad mode again lol
anyways schools so boring these days. 
it makes me sad. School is the only place i usually go to in one day and it being so boring is a very sad thing 
i jus want interesting events to take place in my life yaar. the same boring schedule everyday is seriously ruining my mood. getting up in the morning ... getting redii for school and then going to school... in class half sleeping, half head hurting, half feeling like i wanna cry
. They say how life has many treasures.. but i dont seem to find any... maybe its jus that i havent been looking hard enough or something.
an idk y lately i been thinkin abt marriage too much =X not that i wanna get married right now or anything lol i just wanna kno who my future husband's gonna be, how he's gona be, what he's doing right noww and is he gonna be a good-hearted person blah blah so yeah thats what im kinda worried abt.. like i really need/want to kno lol... i hope i get the best of the bests inshAllah! 
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